1) I have never, ever made a decision by myself for myself. Which is incredibly sad.
2) Artistically/Career-wise, I have no idea where I'm going. None. Nadda. Zip. Ziltch.
3) I have barely drawn anything in the last 3 years, and what I have, I hate.
So you know what I'm doing? In the first place, I am going to take that year off I wanted in the first place but was guilt-tripped out of. I am going to travel and start selling art. Then, I'm going to start actually painting/drawing real things. Things I would be proud of, things I put my very thoughts into. Paintings that mean something, to me.
I want to do more than draw half assed pokemon and horses. I have ideas and why the hell am I not going through with them?
So I'm taking the next year and a half to do what I need to do. Yes, I'm postponing art school, and I feel pretty damn good about it. Better than I have in a while.
So there.









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Play for me, Minstrel, my love,
play a harp, her neck is of gold,
in a dance, which covers my soul,
I'll become the mirror of my thoughts...
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Life is like your nose, you must get everything out of it!
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"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation;
The old has gone, the new has come!"
2 Corinthians 5:17
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Gorthin ir, yln ich Mehtilar lefat ollerga.
El drada av mirtlena o yergat.
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I am not manufactured
I am a creator
I am not a puppet
I pull the strings
I am not directed
I find my own way
I am not perfect
but I strive for perfection
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I am one with the toast
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"In science it often happens that scientists say, 'You know that's a really good argument; my position is mistaken' [...]. I cannot recall the last time something like that happened in politics or religion."
-Carl Sagan-
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